De eerste 2 geschreven in moeilijke tijden, Commetaar mag wel
maar weet wel dat dit in mijn gedachten zat dus dat je dan ook commetaar op mij persoonlijk heb 
Alvast bedankt voor het lezen.
Who cares...
So i cut my wrists.. But who cares?
So i poison myself in my sleep... So what?
My wounds are unable to heal... theyre to deep.
All the voices in my head talking out loud, Dont be so FUCKING proud... Just do it and it'll be all over.. It drives me crazy.. the empty eyes in the mirror so glazy.. As i scream for help nobody seems to hear me, I'll die alone again, let it bleed.. let me be.
Killing me with its venom.. killing me with lies.. nobody seems to care the last part of me dies..
Don't come to close.. this is the path i chose.. nobody can change that. Forget me.. Leave me.. dont try to help its only going to be worse.
Don;t want anyone to talk..about me taking the deathwalk , dont want any ignorant faces.
It scars me deeply into my heart. So cold.. so lifeless..
Walking down the streets on my own. all the meaningless life forms are shown. The moon shine's bloodred above me.. am i the only one who can see? The pain still hates me.. tear it open and beware.. the things inside me without a care..
So now i leave you.. now i say goodbye for its my time to go, the last thing to say.. i really love you..im sorry fot what i put you through...
goodbye my loved ones.. dont hate me for what i do. =)
